April 21 2025
- I recognised that I wasn't having fun, and so left. That's progress! Also I was hungry.
- I'm making progress in that I am putting some effort in. It is yet to translate into results.
- Genuinely feel like Pukka Pads are the answer to all my life problems!
- Things get a little...chaotic...when we hang out.
- Yesterday was nice.
- Have zero energy, and a lot of dread.
- Let me try some gratitude!!
- "Anger can also mask Anxiety" - you are spot on, Co-Star!
- Today my thoughts are dark, and anxious, and filled with fear. I don't know what to do about that. Nothing I guess. Maybe a Vitamin D tablet.
- Can I just say how deadly proud of myself I am?!
- ANDD BREATHE! It's all over. No weddings in the foreseeable future.
- It was fun and spontaneous, even though we lost pretty badly.
- It's a beautiful day! Sun's out, pint in hand. Perfect time for some deep soul searching.
- What. A. Week.
- But if I'm being honest, there's a 90% chance I go and hate it.
- Yeah I didn't go.
- Rejoined social networking. Bluesky this time. Already feeling unpopular.
- Every so often on a Sunday I get an overwhelming urge to get my shit together, and be the best version of my self. It usually lasts until Tuesday lunchtime, tops.
- I tried to set time limits on Reddit, but failed miserably.
- Did a pretty brutal purge of my Whatsapp and Contacts.
***** probably the highest profile victim. Some **** people. There are some that got off lucky for now (looking at you ********)
- I feel like I'm setting myself up for a good start tomorrow.
- Today I had normal tea, so let's see if that ruins it.
- Work was actually not too bad.
- Obsidian is my VSCode now.
- Yes, I think it's time I cultivate my One True System again.
- It's amazing how easy it is to lose all motivation.
- I suppose DoomJournalling is better than DoomScrolling.
- I woke up really angry after some weird dreams.
- That was a weird day. Did I do the right thing?
- I think I'll claim this as maturity.
- I dunno, puts things in perspective really. I'm in a lucky position.
- Hello again! Sun's out, and I immediately feel better.
- I also spent the entire night doing my jigsaw and it was fabulous.
- THAT WAS BRUTAL!!
- You make mistakes, learn from them, pick yourself back up, go again, and eventually die.
- I went. It was a valiant effort, but ultimately an unsuccessful one.
- When did people stop holding phones to their ears? Did I miss the memo?